Q is for Questions

Me, alone. Life after loss.

A child can ask questions that a wise man cannot answer. ~ Author Unknown

I wonder if I asked enough questions when you were so ill. 

Should I have asked more? Would it have helped? 

Did I trust the doctors too much? 

After all, UCLA Ronald Reagan Hospital is the Best in the West, or so it says on big signs in their fancy-looking lobby. 

Infected probes, or stents, or whatever gave you your infection, well, you don't expect that. 

By the time you had it, there wasn't much anyone could do. 

As I found out.

And asking more questions would have made no difference.

Why do I still wonder?

Because I love you. 

You are not suffering now.

Peace....